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this is how i imagine death or the end of the world
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1. today is dad’s birthday. i am not actually 100% sure what age he is
2. bitch vet went nuts cos i missed a bone lucency which is suspect for osteosarc. i am beating myself up about it of course, and I genuinely did learn from it. But she has to be a monumental bitch about the whole situation.
3. you don’t need to eat so much.
4. you are gaining weight!!!
5. rhinoplasty is in 2 months.
6. i was having quite a good week until #2 happened
7. some guy gave me his number at a party at the weekend
8. i am confused about my current relationship
9. hopefully i will go out to another party this weekend
10. i haven’t been sleeping too good
11. i love reading 1984
12. i need to focus a little more and live properly
13. i would love to trip acid
14. i am planning to go to durham soon
15. i wish i could produce something creative
16. i hope my tax return hurries up and gets here
17. i am quite fit
18. i have PMS
19. this is getting less and less insightful
20. sometimes when i am immersed in something or on a roll i am so afraid i will lose that single minded immersion that the fear itself actually causes me to lose focus and then i really do wind up losing track
21. we are not meeting an ounce of our own potential
22. people can seem crap because they are in the wrong sort of situation for them
23. i wish i had an obsession
24. i wish i could have an experience to completetly wipe my mind clean and start again, in a non pathologic way, like a mental voyage or hypnosis
25. i am reading testimonials on a hypnotherapy website. i cannot exactly pin down what it is that i would like to change about myself, as there are several small issues and a few others that are hard to define. i would like to have more self control. i would like to be more assertive. i would like to be smarter. i would like to sit down to learn something without the baggage of previous learning experiences.
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